This is my world
that I do not have.
This is my life
but it's not alright.
This is my love
it's not real either.
And this, this
is my heart.
It's breaking in two
and though I try
there's naught I can do.
This is my daughter
that I wished for so much.
This is my husband
that I love so well.
This is my home
and it's falling apart.
My heart is breaking,
my body shaking
all slipping through my
fingers.
And though I try in vain
to catch it before it falls,
all I can do, is watch it
drift away.
To get a glimpse
of my beautiful life
before its gone.
Do you
dream of me in your sleep?
You're body rolling over
to make room for mine,
before you realize too late
that I'm not there.
And hating every second of it,
and every second that will come,
when in April once again we will meet.
It's so long to wait,
before I see you again.
And I wonder if I'll awake,
just to find you a sweet dream,
that captivated my everything,
but only in my thoughts, my mind.
You carry my heart with you
wherever you go,
and I hope it helps to remind you,
that i'll be waiting for you,
whenever you come home.
I hear your words
and the sound of your voice.
The vowels you make,
the proper pitch and tone.
I know what you are saying
because I've heard it all before.
I want to believe you,
just to have faith in your words.
I want to believe you,
and chalk it up to nerves.
I want to believe you,
and not know the truth.
But you see, my dear
its been done too many times.
I've been broken up with enough,
to know these rhymes.
To catch the self denial,
clinging to your lines.
I hear the desperate lying
you're doing to yourself,
and I know the game plan
enough
to know the final score.
Where this is heading,
is not a happy place anymo
There is a smile
that keeps me going
and its a joy
that keeps me floating.
My head above water
so I don't drown,
even when it is a frown.
There are crocodile tears
that hurt so much
they even eat my insides up.
Pudgy hands that smack my face
they flail and move all over the place.
Squealing that sounds like a bat,
and tiny fingers that grab my hat.
Kicking feet that hurt so much
they give me bruises that I love.
There are bright eyes that wake me up
with happiness, with lots of love.
Chubby cheeks and a Buddha belly
that is always too full to shake like jelly.
There are little messes and cute small clothes
that I still ca
May it be
life is like the crashing tides of the endless ocean
the dips and ruts of the winding road
and where darkness
takes her hold.
Hope is a spark
love is a fuel
friendships is a wind
to make a fire that
burns within.
Never easy, always rough
but be never content
with the simple stuff.
O'er the sky should fade to black
and the world be bleak
uncaring and very unsharing, so to speak.
Find that comfort
that anything is bright and new
always possible with you.
The world is vast, your berth wide
you can do and be, whatever your desire.
Lose not faith
the more your world quakes
remember what you make of it
is up to you
Forget what you've learned
in life.
Forget what you know
of the soul.
All you need to know from
now on
is just don't cry.
Don't remember your fears.
Just go on with your sadness.
Live your life behind bars
ones you've made for yourself.
Don't let the outside world in
because its bad for your health.
Just make sure and remember
to not cry.
Its bad for the business
and it will give you away
they'll know that you're human
and that you hurt anyway.
If you shed one tear
it will make it worse
people will be sad.
When one person cries
everyone will too
especially when they all
care about you.
There is a smile
that keeps me going
and its a joy
that keeps me floating.
My head above water
so I don't drown,
even when it is a frown.
There are crocodile tears
that hurt so much
they even eat my insides up.
Pudgy hands that smack my face
they flail and move all over the place.
Squealing that sounds like a bat,
and tiny fingers that grab my hat.
Kicking feet that hurt so much
they give me bruises that I love.
There are bright eyes that wake me up
with happiness, with lots of love.
Chubby cheeks and a Buddha belly
that is always too full to shake like jelly.
There are little messes and cute small clothes
that I still ca
I hear your words
and the sound of your voice.
The vowels you make,
the proper pitch and tone.
I know what you are saying
because I've heard it all before.
I want to believe you,
just to have faith in your words.
I want to believe you,
and chalk it up to nerves.
I want to believe you,
and not know the truth.
But you see, my dear
its been done too many times.
I've been broken up with enough,
to know these rhymes.
To catch the self denial,
clinging to your lines.
I hear the desperate lying
you're doing to yourself,
and I know the game plan
enough
to know the final score.
Where this is heading,
is not a happy place anymo
May it be
life is like the crashing tides of the endless ocean
the dips and ruts of the winding road
and where darkness
takes her hold.
Hope is a spark
love is a fuel
friendships is a wind
to make a fire that
burns within.
Never easy, always rough
but be never content
with the simple stuff.
O'er the sky should fade to black
and the world be bleak
uncaring and very unsharing, so to speak.
Find that comfort
that anything is bright and new
always possible with you.
The world is vast, your berth wide
you can do and be, whatever your desire.
Lose not faith
the more your world quakes
remember what you make of it
is up to you
Current Residence: Fort Hood, Texas Favourite genre of music: Rock, Metal, Punk, Emo Favourite photographer: Mark Citret Favourite style of art: Wannabe Operating System: Windows XP MP3 player of choice: ipod Wallpaper of choice: Currently a picture of Malcom Reynolds and Inara from the "Firefly" series Favourite cartoon character: Daria Personal Quote: Those brown cheap paper napkins? Yeah, I'm one of those too. - Megan M. Daye
Favourite Movies
Pride and Prejudice
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
30 Seconds To Mars
Favourite Writers
Sylvia Plath
Favourite Games
Kingdom Hearts 1 and 2, Guild Wars, Thief: Deadly Shadows
Sorry about my lack of activity on DA as of late - if I haven't been busy I've been too damn exhausted to do much. But, I promise to get some new stuff up here very soon! but at times I wonder why I am even bothering to put my poetry up here - its not like anyone gives a shit or reads it. oh well, at least i'm trying.
So I haven't been on here for awhile, and I know some of my friend's have been like "smack! where's some new poetry biatch!" It's coming, I promise! My computer was fucked up for about a week cause I unhooked it all and moved it, and I just got it fixed today. And why did I get it unhooked and moved? Because I'm moving!! Yay! Yes, I have finally acquired a new place with two friends of mine, so now things in my life seem to be falling into place pretty nicely. I hope nothing happens to fuck it up. So if I'm not on all that often, please have patience. I Shall Return!
Happy Halloween everyone! ;) My friends Austin and Angela are going to Teazers strip club for their All Hallow's Eve Bash tonight after we take my daughter Arianna trick or treating...yyyeeeaaaahhh!! LMAO Well, my boyfriend Michael called me last night thank goodness. I had bought him a $100 worth of minutes so that he could call me (it got him 40 hours worth of talk time - 40 HOURS! JEEZ!). We talked, we argued, I cried but we fixed things. Very much so actually. I'm very happy and I was soo giddy after I got off the phone with him (we talked for like 3 hours) that my roomates were like "yep, they're alright now" and just rolled their eyes